Shrugging My Shoulders.
_Keep dreaming up, I'll keep lying down. Standing was never so hard. I bear the weight of our memories on my shoulders. My heart feels heavy but my eyes never do. And when I sleep, I only dream of you (Please tell me you feel it too). I watch episodes of us in my head wondering when the new season will begin. It won't. Not without you by my side. My pride's in my stomach, and I'm trying to get it back to where it usually resides. I look in the mirror and wonder who I'm trying to impress. I dress with the best while you mess with the rest. And I'm at home wondering why I still care. I do, but not about you. The memories are better than what really happened. That's all you are: a good memory. I'll keep dreaming up and putting you down. 'Cause there's nothing between me and you now.