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[If this is corny, sorry let me know. If not, let's go.]

_Is my router working properly? There's a lack of signal. I need it back, it's fading quickly. I can't let it get away. Not this time...

_I'm a blind man. You're my seeing eye dog. Honesty. It's a crazy word, I know. Try it out.
_But I'm letting go of the leash now.

_I need the rim below me at all costs.

_Hang on to that moment. It was the last.

_You like my style? I like your smile. Grab my hand, get in the car, let's go out for a while.
_No worries in sight. All my problems take flight. My mind is focused, it's just me and you tonight.

_Our song is on. I'd tell you but I just don't care (I know you don't either).

_The commuters are going to hate this. But it's not my fault. I hope you know it's all yours. If you don't, please realize.

_How can I get your attention? You're beautiful.

_Can control: Where I'm going. Can't control: Where I've been. I don't forget anything. I don't regret anything. Simple as that.

_It's such a beautiful day today. (But it doesn't compare to you). Let's drive into the sun until we run out of road or gas.

_I love the way you do things. Always makes me smile.

_Anger is motivating.

_Waiter! Waiter! Yea, bring a whole pitcher over, my date needs it. Her promises are looking a little empty. Thanks.

_90 degree day. Still not enough heat to make her shoulder feel even a little warmer. Oh well.

_It's nights like these I wish I had somebody I could call up and take out. No circumstances. No consequences. Just me. Just you. Just us.

_I push the button with the triangle pointing to the right. Then I push the two parallel lines while saying "no they didn't". I can't... (City Lights)

_She's perfect for me. She just needs to realize that I'm perfect for her.

_I was told. On a court. On a quiet night. In NorthEast Philly. By a random guy. "Take all the opportunities you can". I will. Trust...

_So this car flies by and I'm like "nice". Then I hear something hitting my car. Pieces of his tire are hitting the side of my car.
_So then he does a 360, basically stares into my eyes as I switch lanes to the right and regain my rightful place ahead of him.
_Now I'm at the Greatest Show on Earth after calmly avoiding a nice accident. My mom... screamed the entire time and is still shaking.
_Guess I'm just too cool to be scared about anything (except losing you, what?). My day has officially been made.

_This weekend finishes with a weak end.

_Want: Summertime. Need: Some of her time.

_Got caught up in thoughts about you. Forgot to close my eyes to go to sleep for tonight. Now it's 3:15 and I'm up. Guess I'll close them now.

_You beside me would be the cherry on top of this perfect day.

_Sometimes I just lack bubbles. My apologies. I'll try to get them all together. I only got one day...:-/.

_Just give me your time and I promise I'll give you mine.
_I'll write you a line; I'll write you a rhyme.
_'Cause girl you are truly one of a kind.

_Bridges take time to (re)build. Don't rush it. Don't rush it.

_Yes. I do have something stuck in my throat. Sorry.

_At least I still got you.
_Or I mean... I think I do.
_Do I?

_I throw sticks. Please don't act like you're a boomerang.
_You stay over there, I'll chill right here.
_Until, eventually, I start going around and picking up the sticks I've thrown.

[Prepare for a real update. Real soon.]

_Don't say sorry. I've got plenty of pity built up in myself that I don't need yours by any means. I'm either fine or will be soon. Even if I wasn't, a five-letter word wouldn't help me feel any better (say those three words and mean them, you may actually have an impact).

"If The Rain Should Fall, Don't Bother To Call."

_I'm a seasonal friend, only spoken to when it's raining. Always there for your problems, but when I have one I can't find you. I'm playing marcopolo in an empty pool. Calling out for somebody. Anybody. But nobody will come. You won't come. You're nowhere to be found. You hear me, but won't respond; unattracted to my sound.

You know how to keep me down.

We used to be so close but now all I want to have "between us" is distance.

Get away from me.

It's obvious there's not enough room for me and you in this city. Just like there's not enough 'sorry' in the world to satisfy your need for pity. Suck it up and smile. When the clouds start to part and you "repair" your heart, you'll forget all about me. John who?...

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"April Flowers Bring May Showers."

_Don't get anxious, if you want it let me know. I'll tear down this bridge before you can even get your match lit. You'd be surprised how many people blame others for their problems. Place it on me, it's fine. Add your claim to my list of labels (it seems to grow everyday). JohnnyKile: Heartbreaker, Hearttaker.

Rain, rain go away.

Kick the legs out from under me. Take the happiness from my smile. You can't be held responsible for your faults or flaws, I understand. It's my problem. I did this. I deserve this. (How do you see any logic in this?)

'Misery loves me'.

But it won't get me down. Ever. 'Cause everytime I'm blamed for something. Everytime that you turn green inside and lash out at me. Everytime that tears fall for no apparent reason. I ask myself if I should I just drop it to make everybody happy. I won't drop it. Do your worst. The pros outweigh the cons. I'll take rainy days.